Who wants to join me for a fabulous new challenge??? C'mon...raise those hands high! (If you are like my husband, starting a conversation with a line like that doesn't sit well. He refuses to raise his hand to anything until he gets ALL the details. Smart man.)
I have been thinking a great deal lately about 2 things.
First...I've been thinking about my blog. There have been several times that I have debated going private but every time I do, I feel like there is purpose in being able to share some of me with the world. My life is very ordinary but at the same time extraordinary. I am a woman who lives and loves the gospel of Jesus Christ. I am an imperfect wife in love with an imperfect husband. We have our ups and downs but our marriage is real and full of passion and love (those of you visiting over Christmas break got to see some of that passion...it can run in 2 very different directions). I am a mother to 3 amazing children. Really amazing. I love being a mother but I also struggle with all the realities of being a stay-at-home mom who sometimes feels like she is going to bite the heads off the My Little Ponies if she has to play with them one more time. Blogging has provided an outlet for me to write, share, and feel validated in a million different ways. I faithfully read my family's blogs and love the connection it gives us to each other despite distance. I love my siblings and reading about the challenges and joys my sisters/sister-in-laws/nieces/cousins/etc. are dealing with. Blogging has made me feel less alone and less crazy. It has connected me with family, friends, and "cyber" friends that I may not have met in person but have nonetheless shared common experiences, emotions, and circumstances. Blogging has been a blessing in my life.
Second...I've been thinking about the goal I set at the beginning of the year to read my scriptures more faithfully with real purpose. I've been contemplating personal revelation and how I can better use the scriptures to address real questions, problems, or concerns in my life. My children and young women often come to mind...how can I help them better understand personal revelation and the subtle yet powerful workings of the Spirit? How can I share my testimony of the Book of Mormon and how it works miracles in my life? And then I had an idea....an idea that I think could be powerful...not only for us an individuals but for those that read and follow our blogs. So here is the challenge...
I bought myself a brand new Book of Mormon and a red scripture marking pencil.
I have spent several days thinking about and contemplating what it is that I really needed the Lord's help and inspiration with. And then I wrote it in the front of my new Book of Mormon.
"What can I learn [from the Book of Mormon] about being a better parent to my children? What divine guidance does this book provide about parenting?"
My goal is to try and finish the Book of Mormon by June 2011. I realize that may seem like a long time but I'm trying to be realistic and allow myself to read slowly and thoughtfully. Everything I mark in this copy of the Book of Mormon or write in the margins will relate to these specific questions at the beginning. And I would like to share my thoughts, feelings, and impressions about what I'm learning here on my blog.
I would like to invite those of you that are interested in joining me to take the challenge and post your journey on your individual blog.
I realize this may seem like too personal a thing to share in a public blog world and if you wish to take the challenge, then you may absolutely choose what the perameters look like for you personally. But here is my sincere hope and desire...I want to share my testimony of the Book of Mormon. I want to share how it affects me personally and give others the chance to see how this book changes my life daily...in real time. I want those that are interested in reading my blog to see what I'm learning and perhaps feel a desire to take a similar journey. I want to share how the Holy Ghost testifies and prompts and encourages through the pages of the scriptures and how individuals can change and learn and grow by following the Lord's commandments and counsel. I want to share how this book can indeed solve very personal concerns and problems and answer the deepest most sacred questions of our souls. And so we are going to get personal.
I would love to have you join me in this journey on your blog. Each time I post something from my reading and studying of the Book of Mormon, I will call that post "BOOK OF MORMON CHALLENGE: PARENTING" in my title. Those of you that would like to join me can let me know and I will create a special blog roll on my sidebar so we can all follow each other and benefit from each other's reading, studying, and pondering. As I stated before...feel free to set the bounaries you are comfortable with but I am hopeful some will choose to take the challenge. It definitely helps me stay on track and is so inspiring to read about and share in others journeys. It gives me ideas and insight I would never consider on my own. But please understand I am asking you to choose your own topic/question for reading and studying...I chose mine because it is what I feel that I need the greatest help with. But please choose your own topic. I love diversity!
Just to get you thinking, here is some food for thought. A wonderful talk given by Elder M. Russell Ballard about using the internet to share the gospel!
Sharing the Gospel Using the Internet